9/1/2012
Hey brother. Life is still really challenging, it keeps coming. Without you, the loneliness and silence could be really depressing at nights. But my focus wasn't lost. I just finished my re-test Friday; I think I did better thanks to your spirit with me. Please continue to back my ass up like how I back up other people's asses. My next one is next Thursday.
Jenny is coming back tomorrow night and it will be her birthday too. Hope you will be here with us!
Sometimes I'm jealous that you are there first, life is difficult here. We have to work and make money; we have to live and fight for lives.
But don't worry, I don't mean that I won't live on. I will stay as strong and as long as I can in this world, just like your last moments on Earth.
You must be getting used to it now. You enjoy your flight. We got this here. Take it easy bro.
9/3/2012
Hey brother. Was a long day. Still cramming with my exam. A little afraid that I do not have enough time now.
I am starting to feel the moving-on life now. Cooking and eating by myself. Reading and studying by myself. It is not easy. I am stoned periodically. And the vision of you keep jumping in. Isn't it annoying? Good memories with us we have, but I keep getting the bad moments in my head.
This physical life is a dream... anyways - ttyl!
9/6/2012
Hey bro. I finished my exam 4... hope all is well.
It will soon be one month after you left your body. Everyone is getting back to life. Though I find quite a bit of people, maybe its just me, pretended to care so much but never anymore after the incident. Well only you know better than I do now.
Hope all is well with you. Help me say hi to grandma!
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