9/21/2012
Hi brother. I've been busy with exam lately. Sorry if we didn't talk to you much. Did you come home these few days? Something wasn't regularly happening was happening =) At least we know you are around.
Mom has an infection on her stomach membrane. She's in constant pain now. Hope the medication goes well with her. Dad is in the States working. We are all battling for our lives; just like what you did during your last moments in your body.
You never lost. It wasn't the battle between your will and your sickness. It was the battle between your mind and yourself. The body wasn't meant to be yours after 35 years.
Soon, we will all leave our body. And meet you there.
Help us say hi to grandma. Ttyl!
9/24/2012
Hi brother. I just finished my mock exam; it was interesting - I'll leave it at that =)
4 more days, and we are suppose to let you go fly further. That's what the Chinese says. I'm sure you are still around; but its time for you to fly away - or play around. We still don't know what is on the other side of the world yet; only you do. Is it heaven like the religion says? Is it just like you flying around the sky? Or is it like the parallel world that you and I believe in? Whatever it is. We will meet again. Your spirit came to this baby body, and then took care of me and yingying, and showed us the experience. I wonder why you were the chosen one showing us this.
Nothing makes sense in this world. And that's why everything happens for a reason without any scientific explanation.
Well - we'll see how much physical we can still get in here before meeting you again. Laters brother.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
September - 3rd week
9/17/2012
Good morning brother. Is there a morning and a night btw over there? Probably not!
Well. Its over 30 days since you left your body. Feels a little too fast. Things around us still reminds us of you when you were physically with us, even little things like singing a song to me which came out from nowhere in the street. And sometimes, its unfortunate (or fortunate) that life is pushy. We still feel your presence. Nothing is stopping us.
Take care of Yingying for me a bit; I might be focusing on exam.
See ya.
Good morning brother. Is there a morning and a night btw over there? Probably not!
Well. Its over 30 days since you left your body. Feels a little too fast. Things around us still reminds us of you when you were physically with us, even little things like singing a song to me which came out from nowhere in the street. And sometimes, its unfortunate (or fortunate) that life is pushy. We still feel your presence. Nothing is stopping us.
Take care of Yingying for me a bit; I might be focusing on exam.
See ya.
Monday, September 10, 2012
September - 2nd week
9/9/2012
Hey brother. Its been 30 days now since you left. And right at that night, I dreamed of myself grieving with Mom and Alicia. Seems like everything is all set up here. Its telling me to move on and live on. I am going back to work tomorrow.
I hope you have a good trip, we all will join you soon. Cya.
9/12/2012
Hey yo man. I just heard my coworker about how he would bring his brother out to play. That reminds me of you bringing me out to play when I was young. But hey those times will not be the last time you bring me around to play. The day will come again when you can bring me around, to show me the best places in the world.
Take care bro. Don't worry about us.
9/14/2012
Hey bro. I touched the parallel world again. Although I didn't quite meet you there. You have more control than I do. Things are pushy in here. We fight to live, and yet human race in here argue, hate, and blame; when we are suppose to love. It must be hard for human race to learn this.
Well again the world here is pushy =) So I gotta get back to work! See you somewhere!
Hey brother. Its been 30 days now since you left. And right at that night, I dreamed of myself grieving with Mom and Alicia. Seems like everything is all set up here. Its telling me to move on and live on. I am going back to work tomorrow.
I hope you have a good trip, we all will join you soon. Cya.
9/12/2012
Hey yo man. I just heard my coworker about how he would bring his brother out to play. That reminds me of you bringing me out to play when I was young. But hey those times will not be the last time you bring me around to play. The day will come again when you can bring me around, to show me the best places in the world.
Take care bro. Don't worry about us.
9/14/2012
Hey bro. I touched the parallel world again. Although I didn't quite meet you there. You have more control than I do. Things are pushy in here. We fight to live, and yet human race in here argue, hate, and blame; when we are suppose to love. It must be hard for human race to learn this.
Well again the world here is pushy =) So I gotta get back to work! See you somewhere!
Saturday, September 1, 2012
September - 1st week
9/1/2012
Hey brother. Life is still really challenging, it keeps coming. Without you, the loneliness and silence could be really depressing at nights. But my focus wasn't lost. I just finished my re-test Friday; I think I did better thanks to your spirit with me. Please continue to back my ass up like how I back up other people's asses. My next one is next Thursday.
Jenny is coming back tomorrow night and it will be her birthday too. Hope you will be here with us!
Sometimes I'm jealous that you are there first, life is difficult here. We have to work and make money; we have to live and fight for lives.
But don't worry, I don't mean that I won't live on. I will stay as strong and as long as I can in this world, just like your last moments on Earth.
You must be getting used to it now. You enjoy your flight. We got this here. Take it easy bro.
9/3/2012
Hey brother. Was a long day. Still cramming with my exam. A little afraid that I do not have enough time now.
I am starting to feel the moving-on life now. Cooking and eating by myself. Reading and studying by myself. It is not easy. I am stoned periodically. And the vision of you keep jumping in. Isn't it annoying? Good memories with us we have, but I keep getting the bad moments in my head.
This physical life is a dream... anyways - ttyl!
9/6/2012
Hey bro. I finished my exam 4... hope all is well.
It will soon be one month after you left your body. Everyone is getting back to life. Though I find quite a bit of people, maybe its just me, pretended to care so much but never anymore after the incident. Well only you know better than I do now.
Hope all is well with you. Help me say hi to grandma!
Hey brother. Life is still really challenging, it keeps coming. Without you, the loneliness and silence could be really depressing at nights. But my focus wasn't lost. I just finished my re-test Friday; I think I did better thanks to your spirit with me. Please continue to back my ass up like how I back up other people's asses. My next one is next Thursday.
Jenny is coming back tomorrow night and it will be her birthday too. Hope you will be here with us!
Sometimes I'm jealous that you are there first, life is difficult here. We have to work and make money; we have to live and fight for lives.
But don't worry, I don't mean that I won't live on. I will stay as strong and as long as I can in this world, just like your last moments on Earth.
You must be getting used to it now. You enjoy your flight. We got this here. Take it easy bro.
9/3/2012
Hey brother. Was a long day. Still cramming with my exam. A little afraid that I do not have enough time now.
I am starting to feel the moving-on life now. Cooking and eating by myself. Reading and studying by myself. It is not easy. I am stoned periodically. And the vision of you keep jumping in. Isn't it annoying? Good memories with us we have, but I keep getting the bad moments in my head.
This physical life is a dream... anyways - ttyl!
9/6/2012
Hey bro. I finished my exam 4... hope all is well.
It will soon be one month after you left your body. Everyone is getting back to life. Though I find quite a bit of people, maybe its just me, pretended to care so much but never anymore after the incident. Well only you know better than I do now.
Hope all is well with you. Help me say hi to grandma!
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